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Jasmine. 20. Ex-NTPS. Ex-BMSS. Soon-to-be NP alumni. You only need know that I read, I write, I eat, I sleep, I laugh, I cry, I listen, I feel; just like a normal human being.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Hiya. Feeling pathetic. Fml.
Lalala. I miss Dawn sist!
I'm being very random, who cares.
My life is very absurd right now.
2 months of happiness, 3 months of sadness.
Wtf is this?
I don't know already. Lalalala.
Waiting for him since Feb.
Until now, i would say it's going to be 3 months without him.
Ohh this is cool, i wonder if this is a test?
Wondering if i could ever live my life without him if he *ahem*.
CHOI CHOI CHOI! HE'LL NEVER *AHEM* LOL.
Blahs. What should i do..? ):
I tried to get his photo from his sist, it didn't work.
Guess i'm gonna stay this way, loving someone without knowing his looks.
Except once, when i saw his sec2 pic, i guess that time i thought he looked like Onew from SHINee, LOL.
I think he should be very different from then & now.
Laughs, what am i doing? Childish acts of mine. :)
Helped Dawn sist, hope she can cheerup in time.

Dedicationnnnnnnns! (Without ranking, all precious darlings :) )
No.1! Dawn Sisterrrr
Heya sister! Something happened today, don't take it to heart. It's not entirely your fault either. It's just a fact that, you don't love him, he loves you. He has feelings for you, you don't have that much for him. Face it, you only treat him like an audi couple. Don't be in hysteria just because you rejected him, i think he should be in hysteria instead of you, LOLS. Cheerup larh sist, always here for you, h2hs too :) ! Hope you enjoy your life in Aus without that bastard father of yours :) Ohh wait, how long have we known each other? I guess a few weeks only LOL. That's cool, we're quite close now, thanks to BBS, HAHAH! Continue this sistership sister!

No.2! Melissa Baby/Sist/Twin
Baby/Sist/Twin! Muahahah! We're mad sisters. LOL. Known you for like...LEMME COUNT...ohh, known you for.. I FORGOT. LOL. Lazy count, LOL. Okay larh, known you for going to be 7months already. This 24/05/10, we got school, LOL. HAHHA. Random much. Yes, we've school, mega for you confirm on that day, better online horh ;wild! I noob you pro, that's like duhh :/ . H2hs, complains, helping each other in our r/s, our usuals! Oh-em-gee, looking forward to meeting you, gonna high like mad, LOLOL. Love ya baby! :P

No.3! Jieying Cousin/h2h-talker
Ohh, this is the coolest cousin i've ever had. LOL. H2hs all the time whenever we're together. Going everywhere when we're together too! People thought we sisters, HAHAH. I know we've some bad mishapenings, forget that, cherish this fun relationship we're having now! Poking here & there, stm(s) all over us, ohh we're cool cousins, LOLS. 17/05/10, 10 years & 5months, laughs. How i love those times when we go out together, say bad stuff about aunt & uncle, LOL. Just love the times going out with you, it just makes my day happier no matter how unhappy i am :) Love loads :D

No.4! Kennedy Boyf/Dearest
Hmm, this would be i guess, the hardest to dedicate when you won't even be reading this unless you had gotten your "hacker" bro to hack in this blog. Even you've done it, i wouldn't mind, cos it was meant for you to see it, but i don't think you're able to read whatever i've written here. I love you, as much as my life. I love you, as much as i need my sisters. But do you still, love me as much as i did to you? After all i've done to you? I guess i'm this gullible. I'm this stupid. You should have known it since the time we couple-d. We laughed, we cried, we broked & we patched. & things finally got worse in Feb when i thought of the worse & made you leave me. My wrong, all my wrong. I admit, my fault. I ain't putting any blame on myself now, cos' it's really mine. Though it seems as though all the quarrelings we had, i gave in, but this time, i really ain't giving in, i'm admiting it's my fault. I'm going crazy soon for the past few months without you. 3 Months. 3 whole months without you, my school work slackened, mood totally goes up & down all the time. Though you did talked to me, some times i guess, even your sister talks to me. But we always ran out of topic, & then we go byebye. How i wish we can be back to before, i swear i won't let you go that easily anymore. How i wish..

Lalala. Dedications all done. I'm hungryyyy! Imma going to eat my dinner now, omg. Hungry diez!