I wanna capture those precious memories with you (L).

Hai crazy! Been so bored for this whole month, pity me please! I did nothing but just watching shows, sleeping, eat, watch teevee. Never go out, not even to JieYing's house. Sound like i'm very guai, but actually i'm being grounded. Puh-lease luh, other teenagers at my age, can go out anytime, come back anytime already. Or at least, come back before 10.. I feel so odd one out among my friends you know? Tomorrow school start luh, i don't know what to do mans! I'm not ready for school, i'm not ready for new teachers, i'm not ready for anything! Damn.

I've just finished my dinner. Didn't eat much, don't want to each much. Right now watching back some old shows again, don't know why. I like watching funny & romantic dramas, especially from Korea. It seems to be nice & real as though it's happening in reality, right now. For the whole afternoon, i did nothing but just watching finished my show & starting the new one. I'm soon, gonna slack loads already in my school work for languages. Second half of the year is coming already, guess i've to work hard for my studies in order to get in the subjects i want to next year. I'm really sleepy, so i shall sleep real early tonight to prepare for school tomorrow, even though school starts at 8.25am. Thank god it starts late, cos i really am, lacking sleep. Can sleep more, teehees \m/.

Recently, h2hs with Melissa baby & loads of other people seem to be getting lesser & lesser. Really scared that i'll drift away from them, maybe even soon back to one person. One person journey through school life, it's not that scary, but i've experience it before. I want to experience something now, especially with a few good friend or perhaps one, who'll be friends with me for years & years. Primary school, i didn't had much friends. Only a few primary school friends i'm still in contact with, the rest, it's like we never were classmates. Maybe even one, right now same school as me, same class as me & always very nice to me. Used to keep everything within myself, only after i came in Secondary school did i say out all my fears, hatreds, happiness & sadness. Probably right now, i'm being stupid typing rubbish here, but i still love those people who were with me, in any situation & giving me the best of advice.

Hahas, i'm being crazy you know. Told you people i'm crazy & weird already. I've nothing much to say already, maybe go complain in private might be a better choice. So well, ermm, byes.

I used to believe that you're always with me,
But where are you right now..?