看你的笑容 感觉心颤抖
被你的语言 轻易地穿透 压迫我的伤口
怎么我 总是觉得 什么都不够
填满心中不知名的空洞
怎么我 不管是兴奋还是寂寞
都想要你 倾听我的感受
怎么我 开始常将你挂上心头
让心雀跃和失控 让心隐隐作痛
怎么我 的解释 听起来像藉口
我爱你 难道才是理由
不懂 是什么样的感受
解释不了了感受 怎么说这淡淡忧愁
Sup people. It's been months and weeks since I last posted here. Exams have started for two days already and I'm feeling pretty screwed up. First day of exams was pretty hard for me. As in trying to keep myself awake was hard, not the paper. Except for my compositions my brain actually had lacked of oxygen thus no ideas thus SHORT compo. Ack. Today's paper was Social Studies & A maths paper 1. I crammed my head last minute with info full of Iraq-Kuwait war & Transnational Terrorism and IT FREAKING CAME OUT AS QUESTION THREE IN STRUCTURED ESSAY YAY!!! Okay lol! Anyway, source-based was on Northen Ireland which kind kind Mr. Samy had kindly emphasized during lesson time so it was pretty much expected. Healthcare and Sri Lanka and Globalisation also can out but Iraq-Kuwait gave me more confidence. Next came a maths. Damn it's the worse I've done, or the best, I don't know. I mean, one-third of even half, I could do most of the questions. Matrix, ahh that easy question. Surprisingly my coordinate geometry was okay too. I mean I could do the last question and found the coordinates heh. FOOK YOU INTERGRATION :(( WHY U CAME OUT?! ME NO LEARN U, U CAME OUT. ME LIFE NOW IS INSUFFERABLE. Anyhoo, differentiation, a little screwed with the connected rate of change, um, my trigo was average, binomial was okay too. Aiya, whole paper probably average or even below average. Eek, lack of confidence in it. Paper 2 is 100 marks and this paper is already 80 marks. I feel so screwwwwwwwwed.
I've decided not to go to prom. Prom sucks. It reminds me of how old I am and that we're leaving secondary school. Ack. Sorry friends. Try and drag me if you dare.
Nehnehnipoopoo. Imma go sleep and die for maths paper 1 tomorrow and bio paper 4 and Chem spa after both papers. Night night~
